(via mysilhouette-ittauntsme)
I wouldn’t even have thought of it.
I wish I could tell you that there's something special about me. I wish I could say that I drew amazing pictures, or played beautiful music. I wish I could tell you that I was a star athlete, or a super genius. I wish I could tell you that I saw the beauty of the world through the lens of a camera, or wrote endearing poems and fantastical stories. I wish I could tell you that I had a passion of fashion, or a love for nature.
But if I did tell you any of that, I would be lying.
What I can tell you is that I'm a listener. I haven't experienced the things that you have, but I won't judge you.
ALSO: I'm 17. I am not perfect. I have eating issues. I self-harm. I post depressing or triggering things. I overthink everything. I'm bisexual. I love InuYasha. I love cupcakes. I love to laugh. I love music. I love kids. I love making other people feel better. I simply... Love.
But if I did tell you any of that, I would be lying.
What I can tell you is that I'm a listener. I haven't experienced the things that you have, but I won't judge you.
ALSO: I'm 17. I am not perfect. I have eating issues. I self-harm. I post depressing or triggering things. I overthink everything. I'm bisexual. I love InuYasha. I love cupcakes. I love to laugh. I love music. I love kids. I love making other people feel better. I simply... Love.
The horror
When you go to weigh yourself and the scale has shit on it.
I’m trying to be discrete, and I don’t want my mom to ask what that scale says. Either it’s going to be in my comfort zone, or hers. And either way, someone is going to be hurt.
How cruel.
Something about letting myself be happy seems so wrong, it hurts.
Like I’d rather torture myself. I had control. And I miss it.
I want that back. The control. It just doesn’t feel right anymore to be like this.
I’m sorry, but this has to end.
You’ll always be my weakness
No matter how hard I try to detach myself from who I was.
But I need to let go. That’s the only way to move forward. To let go of everything I was. Everything I am. And start fresh.
IF YOU LOVE SNAPE YOU SHOULD WATCH THIS!
That was beautiful.
THIS IS WAY TOO MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE.
omfg. I wanna be loved like that one day. This video is too much D:
